One thing that I feel after the separation was that I tried to put my dreams aside.
There are lots of thing that I have to turned down a notch (or sometimes few notches), due to the complication it will cause if I had done so.
I dreamed of going back to school, to get master's degree, but then I had to provide for Dafa, and it'd be rather difficult for single-mom like me, to work and go to college at the same time
I dreamed of having Dafa live with me, but my job is at the other part of the region, 110kms away.. So I have to strengthen my body and mind, *and budget also* so I can go back and forth every week.
I dreamed of having the securities over my life, the never-worries, the feeling secured and save, the contentment..
I dreamed of being able to spread my wings and fly, and to feel the wind on my face, to go as far as I could..
As high as I can reach..
And build my castle on the sky..
For Dafa, and for myself.
Ah.
Please God. Let all my dreams come true.
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Thank you for being there, to come and change my whole life
To allow me to do something I've never allowed myself to do before :
To dream, and truly believe with all my mind and heart, that my dreams will easily come true.
-R
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